That specific song has not impacted me or my work, I actually don't remember the name even but I do remember what it made me see and feel and looking back at it I can see how I stood out from the other children already at five years old. Or rather, I did not fit in with them. They wanted soft and airy music, about love and princesses. I wanted rough, up-beat and something with darkness.
That was my theme while I was doing figure skating. It somehow ended up always being me and them.
Sometimes have I thought about figure skating and my first music memory and if that context has impacted my music today but I don't think so. I would, however, say that the mindset I had at five, however, is still visible. The longing for music outside the norm.
The older I get the more music I find. Music that speaks to me in another way, that touches me deeply. I think the songs I find now effects me more.
But if I would not have started doing figure skating at five, who knows how my life would have turned out? I do not think that ice-skating is the main reason why I create music but at the same time am I a firm believer children who get to listen to music, feel the music at a young age will develop more creativity and vulnerability.
My life did not start or end with that song for children, but it did open a door.
/ Karin Ann
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